Bring Me Back to Life

Kerstin Ekman | Selected and Introduced by Dorthe Nors May 2, 2014

They all sit silently after Oda has spoken. The hissing of the radiators can be heard. A slushy liquid, neither snow nor rain, splatters the windowpanes. She picks up the photograph they thought she’d forgotten, and holds it toward herself so all they can see is the cardboard and strips of brown tape on the back. Only Oda knows that face. The skin really was just as fine and still as sensitive as the photographer’s tinting job made it appear. That male, flower-like face: Lars Arpman rests behind dusty glass against her aging, protruding belly. He is wearing his second lieutenant’s uniform and looks pleased. He is one of the men going to war to fight for the cause Johan never doubted. That was more than half a century ago.

She doesn’t have to turn the picture over to know what the back of it looks like. But she cannot bear to show it. Not this time. Now she knows why she seemed to hear the voice of Dido while Ulla was reading the incantation against oblivion. She even had the urge to play part of Purcell’s Dido and Aeneas for them. But she’s not going to. Not now.

Remember me!

It must be an ancient phrase. Formed and possibly stammered forth when the indifferent, the things at which one turned up one’s nose and relegated instantly to oblivion, became the unbearable: disintegration and decomposition. Corpse.

He is dead.

The voice of Dido—a vortex created by an object dropped into dark water, a bird flying toward deserted plains: re-member me! She will vanish after him. He is a decomposed body. Limbs spread out in the clay and darkness. Disjecta membra.

Re-member me! the voice pleads. Put my limbs together again. Bring me back to life. Bring me back to life!


Translated from the Swedish by Linda Schenck for this portfolio. Reproduced by permission of Bonnier Rights, Sweden.


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Kerstin Ekman is one of Sweden’s most acclaimed contemporary authors. Her novels translated into English include Blackwater (Doubleday), Under the Snow (Doubleday), The Dog (Sphere), and The Forest of Hours (Chatto & Windus). Sista rompan (The Last string), from which the story in this issue is excerpted, is the second volume in her Wolfskin trilogy, which also includes God’s Mercy (University of Nebraska Press) and Skraplotter (Scratchcards). She was elected a member of the Swedish Academy in 1978, but left her work there in 1989 in response to the academy’s failure to take a firm stand concerning the death threats posed to Salman Rushdie. She has received many national awards such as the August Prize and the Selma Lagerlöf Prize, as well as the Nordic Council Literature Prize. She lives in Roslagen, Sweden.

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